so i know you pplz havent heard from me in like forever, and im sorry for that... not really my fault. but any wayz i thought id let you know that im back and im here to stay. just got over a realtionship with this gut that  i liked for like a year(really upsetting to still talk about him who i mind you i lost my verginity to... anywayz, and now im TRYING to move on, really hard though. i keep telling myself that," he hit you, why do you still like him? why do you care if he's even alive?!" and sometimes i even want to take a to him and be done with him.... that would be the easy thing to do.....maybe someday everything will get better.....untill then....and.....or something a little more painfull like....anywayz its good to be back!